Heart Checks

After a tearful day, I am emotionally wiped. And as usual I find myself at blame for quite a bit of life. Me and my stupid ego always assume assume assume...and as we all know nothing good comes of that.

I need lots of prayer because I need people but not the need that is a good type. I am just a needy person. I hate being needy and hate that I don't know how to express my need without making people feel guilty. I need to work on that. I need God to provide people for me outside of JCS.

I need God to allow me to be content with who I am something that I can't do and that I can't conquer. I've been fighting and fighting since 10th grade.

I've got the brokeness part down I just need to the growing part to commence...sooner rather than later.


Prayer Requests for the Week:
1. my relationships
2. my interactions with my students
3. my emotional strength
4. money to buy curtains....or at least a store to buy fabric at.
5. contentment with my life and who i am as a person.